lovisenla
I
ah, mother! starless northless comfortless i wander pining for you i have not loved you well my regrets float like shredded love letters i thirst for you memories keep raining like dead stars between my fingers ones you once held with yours gnarled ones you kissed and missed
II
i keep finding my late mother's love confetti of our memories in my little daughters' whispers giggles hugs kisses promises smiles pain since the beginning she planted in tears in the end i her only daughter harvesting daughters of joy! she and i are found daughters and mothers
